my 9 months of chambering period will come to an end soon. i do not even know what to do after this. this is bad, isn’t it? i’d love to join IP. but then only few firms do IP. huh..huh..huh..(lately whining is my habit, again, thats terrible, am going to look much older than my age)

i love baking. ok, my baking skill is not that good. intermediate? nah. zero. but i do love baking. i never bake something from flour which eventually i need to mix the flour with another 10 ingredients in order to get a nice cake. aite, confession time: i use cake flour ready to be baked when you add eggs and butter together with the pre mix flour.at least i have attempted baking cakeS. it it was fit to be eaten.

honestly i don’t even know why am here. up here, it is empty when it is supposed to work and produce lotsa brilliant ideas for this law firm. i need a break.

SLS

Cuba belek botol shampoo dan tengok kandungan shampoo tersebut. Salah satu kandungan- sodium lauryl sulphate atau dikenali sebagai SLS.Kebanyakan shampoo yang ada kat supermarket ada SLS. Sebelum tu dengan ilmu yang Allah bagi ni, aku explain sket SLS tu apa..

SLS ni kadag-kadang dipangging SLES (Sodium Laureth Sulfate). Benda yang sama. Ianya digunakan dalam shampoo, sabun, ubat gigi dan sabun basuh. Fungsi utama:- untuk membanyakkan buih. Tauke-tauke industry toliettaries ni gunakan SLS sebab ianya murah. Disamping ada dalam toilettaries, SLS juga digunakan untuk degrease enjin kereta. SLS ni merbahaya dan boleh menyebabkan kanser kerana bersifat karsinogenik (carcinogenic). Bila SLS ni gunakan, ianya akan menyebabkan iritasi pada kulit dan menyebabkan kulit tidak sihat. Lama-lama nanti SLS ni akan meresap ke dalam lapisan kulit yang paling bawah dan selepas tu banyak masalah akan timbul. Menurut pembacaan aku, antara masalah yang boleh ditimbulkan dek penggunaan SLS ni:- kesuburan lelaki&wanita menurun, PMS, kanser payudara dan lain2 lagi la. So bila nampak SLS Tanya balik diri kita kenapa ingredient untuk cuci enjin kereta dan cuci lantai ada dalam shampoo ni? Is it soft enough for my scalp?

Sebagai Alternatif

Boleh gunakan natural ingredients based shampoo (aku ada gak tengok kat kedai yang jual herbal shampoo, ada gak SLS so hopefully korang boleh try cari shampoo yang free from SLS, dan jangan lupa inform aku okay?) like body shop rainforest shampoo, dan ada list shampoo yang free from SLS sila klik kat sini. Selain tu korang boleh gak google “SLS free shampoo”. Ada banyak lagi alternatif. Personally aku suka guna limau purut (kaffir lime) untuk basuh rambut. Kat internet macam2 natural ingredients boleh dibuat shampoo. Memang shampoo kat supermarket banyak pilihan..wangi2 pulak tu (aku notice ladies suka beli shampoo berdasarkan bau) tapi kita kena concern tentang kandungan dalam shampoo tu. Body Shop ada produce rainforest shampoo klik disini .Free from SLS.

Hydroquinone

Ini adalah sejenis bahan kimia yang terdapat dalam barang kosmetik untuk memutihkan kulit (bleaching cream). Pengguna yang pakai krim muka yang ada hydroquinone nih memula muka dorang akan nampak putih pucat, pastu kulit muka akan jadi kemerah-merahan sebab kulit makin nipis. Alah dengan cahaya matahari. Eventually akan menderita kanser kulit.

Produk2 yang mengandungi hydroquinone ni sangat la berlambak dipasaran. rasanya kalau jab farmasi buat rush esoknya seller akan jual balik. Kalau tak percaya cuba jalan kat area kotaraya.ada makcik-makcik jual dalam bakul.kat pasar malam pun banyak.jenama babyface dari filipina, tak silap aku kerajaan dah banned produk nih.tapi biasalah kat black market boleh dapat. Aku penah nampak produk macam nih sila klik disini kat kampung aku.

Tu lah kadang2 kesian ramai orang tak tau..muka mmg nampak putih dengan cepat..tapi kesan buruknya long term…biar la gelap tapi hati baik..biar gelap tapi tak kene kanser kulit.tanned is sweet:) sila sebar-sebarkan pada orang lain..jangan biarkan tauke-tauke industri toilettaries ni kaya dengan menjual produk yang kaya dengan racun kepada korang sume.

Hopefully lepas ni kalau aku dapat info lagi aku akan sambung, ok.

side effect of hydroquinone

]]> http://dancingsparrows.wordpress.com/2011/10/26/sesuatu-dalam-bilik-mandi-yang-merbahaya/feed/ 0 immovable brain side effect of hydroquinone http://dancingsparrows.wordpress.com/2011/10/03/masa-untuk-ke-hadapan/ http://dancingsparrows.wordpress.com/2011/10/03/masa-untuk-ke-hadapan/#comments Mon, 03 Oct 2011 06:45:27 +0000 s@ra http://dancingsparrows.wordpress.com/?p=227 ]]> Dah dekat 2 minggu sejak kejadian itu..

inshaAllah fizikal dah kuat..mental entahlah..

Syukur kepadaNya..

Mak dan mak mertua sangat caring dan supportive..

Suami aku siang gi keja..malam pulak kene tengok aku nangis almost everyday.

Kesian dia..kalau aku, memang tak larat tengok orang nangis everyday.

Dia beli ikan sepasang..kaler merah & biru..seronok tengok ikan berenang dalam akuarium tu..

Dia beli pasu aku tanam sayur harap2 tumbuh elok..

Dia beli buku..La Tahzan..

Buku kecil berwarna biru pengubat jiwa..

Anak yang meninggal bakal jadi syafaat di akhirat kelak..

Apabila Abdullah bin Zubair terbunuh dalam peperangan, Asma berkata “Sekarang sudah sampai masanya penunggang kuda yang berani ini berehat dengan tenang..”

Setiap yang bernyawa pasti merasai mati..ukurannya adalah masa..

Masa kesayangan aku sangat singkat..Allah ambil dia dari aku..

Aku redha.

Esok dah start keja.

Hopefully everything going to be ok.

Life must go on.

9.30pm

Sayangku, kamu keluar dari rahim ibu dalam bentuk janin pada usia 3 bulan..

Sayangku, ibu tak tahu kenapa kita harus berpisah dalam waktu yang sangat singkat..

Sayangku, 3 bulan mengandungkan kamu dalam rahim ibu adalah saat-saat terindah bagi ibu dan papa..

Kami rindukan kamu..

Ibu redhakan pemergian kamu sayang..

Kembalilah kamu kepada yang Satu..

Dan ibu akan sentiasa berdoa agar kita dapat bertemu suatu hari nanti..

Tunggu ibu dan papa di pintu syurga sayang…

Ibu redha atas pemergian kamu sayangku…

How very softly you tiptoed into our world, almost silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint you footsteps have left upon our hearts. — Dorothy Ferguson

Then aku gi balik kampung omak mertua ku..she’s happy too..banyak bagi tips..owh..rasa di sayangi..masa tu omak masak sayur maman campur daging..owh..sedaps nyer..hingga menjilat siku. Omak tapaukan sket bawak balik umah..

Inilah die pokok maman

So far Alhamdulillah aku tak muntah2.Cuma rasa loya je.hubby yg rajin makan asam..aku rilek je..hua hua hua..almost everyday aku akan bercakap dgn anak kat dalam rahim aku nih..jom ikut ibu gi keje..jom ikut ibu gi shopping..jom ikut ibu naik lrt..tak sesabar nak tunggu die keluar..bole dengar suara dia..dengar tangisan die..dengar rengekan dia..sebelum ni aku bukanla someone yg suka kat budak2..now ni suka betul tengok apa saja yang ada kaitan dgn budak kecik..owh..kat office siap ada yg suggest beli stroller cap apa..suggest nama baby..concern weh..

Doakan agar aku kandungan ni sihat dan baby ni akan keluar on time dan jadi insan yg taat pada Allah dan RasulNya..amin..

Bab nak kejut2 sahur..kali nih kene kejut die sahur..sebelum ni masa bujang mak atau ayah yg kejut aku bangun sahur..baru la aku tau betapa seksanya nak kejut orang bangun sahur.arwah wan dulu penah sapu air kat muka aku..hahah..to that extent.

Baju raya tahun ni adalah tema sarung bantal (his) dan cadar (mine)

Dia sangat patient cari tudung yg sesuai dgn baju ala-ala kain cadar aku tu..aku nih malas nak jalan kat banyak2 kedai just to look for a tudung..beli yg dekat2 sama tu boleh la..tapi dia..nak gak cari yg sesuai dengan baju kurung tu..teliti orangnya..thats what makes me crazy about him..

Lagi seminggu dah nak syawal..owh..kan best kalau arwah wan dan atok ada..aku nak balik jelebu..nak kemas2 umah tu..nak kembalikan nostalgia beraya di kampung.mak buyong going back to kampung with her fellow mak buyong (my cousin pun preggy gak skang).

Yes, hari raya ni aku kene gi intro hubby kat our family members and nak bawak die gi merayaps. Anyway rasa excited nak balik kampung sat lagik..Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin from the 3 of us:)

Kita semua serupa je.masih baru dan masih belajar. Ya kelebihan oversea grad adalah they speak BRITISH English. On the other hand, local grad speaks local English or simply Manglish. Speaking British English with the right pronunciation, with the right dialect and with the right British English facial expression while talking to each other is not something deemed to be important to me! Maybe that dude needs to understand how language works. Kalau tak cakap lenggok mat saleh UK akan dikira sebagai tak pandai cakap bahasa inggeris.

Kadang2 bukan sume kita ada family yg speaking di rumah..jadi orang2 sedemikian takde peluang untuk mengukuhkan penguasaan bahasa inggeris mereka. Daripada nak kutuk2..baik tolong depa yang tak beghapa terer speaking ni untuk improve English mereka…

Apa pun aku agak tersentap la dengan statement mamat2 tu..sbg local grad aku rasa tak adil kalau nak buat generalization macam tu.tak adil ok?

It’s Sunday and am home. It’s father’s day.

I miss my ayah.

He’s at kampung working on his banana plantations. Soon going to be a busy farmer!

My ayah inspires me a lot and we have lotsa things in common.

We love Chinese cuisines, we love books, we love fishing, we love squids and the list continues.

He’s tanned, am the otherwise. So when I was kid, many people who stumbled on us while my dad hold my hand asked my dad who’s this child? Seems can’t be yours cos she looks very much different compared to you.

Well dad just laughed and told them am his daughter.

Dad was the one that handed me over to hubby during my nikah’s day. He cried. It was a good cry cos he told me the saddest day in his life is my wedding day. Am no longer his responsibility and have to live with a man who barely knows me compared to my dad who raised me from the day I born!

Dad, love you so much and thanks for everything. May Allah cherish you with lotsa happiness and barakah. Amin.

sifat tamak adalah salah satu dosa-dosa besar daripada 7 deadly sins. disebabkan tamak, maka knights of templar yang berselindung dengan nama pejuang salib, telah membelah perut penduduk-penduduk di Jerusalem untuk mendapatkan emas ketika pejuang salib kepoh mahu menakluk semula bandar suci itu daripada tangan umat Islam. (kononnya penduduk Jerusalem menelan emas untuk mengelakkan harta mereka dirampas).

Hari ini,ketika  di bahagian bankrupsi mahkamah tinggi shah alam-

sepasang suami isteri yang telah mendapat petisyen penghutang diarahkan ke mahkamah. dari jauh mereka melihat aku.aku duduk hampir dengan mereka. “Cik ni peguam dari firm xxxxx ke?” aku jawab, tak. Kemudian tanpa disuruh-suruh si isteri menceritaan penderitaannya selama ni..projek rumah terbengkalai sejak 2004. setelah disiasat, rupa2nya tanah untuk projek perumahan tu di khaskan untuk pertanian! Tidak pernah ditukar untuk kegunaan kediaman ataupun bangunan. Projek berkenaan dah 40% siap,tapi bank dah disbursed semua duit untuk finance pembinaan rumah tu. developer dah gulung. sekarang mereka kene bayar2 bulanan kepada bank..rumah tak dapat..duit lesap..

Derita-

“memang cik..rasanya memang developer dah rancang awal2 untuk melakukan penipuan secara besar2an..bayangkan 1 projek perumahan boleh pulak sampai 2 bank financed the development dan 1 unit rumah ada 2 buyer & 2 SPA!” yang pelik tu TNB dah siap2 bina pencawang elektrik kat situ..aku ada la tengok carian geran untuk tanah berkenaan..ya ampun ada la dekat 20 pihak kaveat tanah tu. adoi..cemana nak buat tu? nak go against the developer dah tak boleh..dah gulung..skang nak go against the bank ajer, sbb bank pandai2 g fully disbursed duit kat developer.

Law-

bukan setakat akak tu je yg jadi mangsa kerakusan developer, PBT dan bank..ada la sorang mamat cina (luah perasaan kat aku gak..bile die tau aku represent bank tadi die mcm hangin2 kat aku plak huhu..)  mamat tu cakap “bank is always right one..borrower always salah one..” aku cakap tak semestinya la..bank pun bole wat silap. kenapa g release duit sedangkan duit mesti released based on progressive payment. aku admit, pembeli rumah memang tak exercise hak mereka untuk buat kajian terhadap background housing developer..kdg2 mereka beli rumah tru broker. masa sign SPA, takde pun nak tanya isi kandungan SPA kat loyer. Sedangkan loyer charge tau untuk khidmat mereka. so gunakan mereka dan tanya apa yg kita tak faham dlm SPA tuh..bila dah hanging in the air nih..law pun tak berapa nak tolong la..sebab culprit yg dah premediatated nak menipu nih dah gulung tikar. yg ada bank..

Ketamakan-

Cane la hidup nak aman kalau asik tipu org sana sini..dek kerana tamaknya developer perumaha gila tu, akak dan abang tu asik byr hutang for nothing. dek kerana tamak, ramai orang diisytihar bankrup sebab gagak byr housing loan utk rumah terbengkalai. aku sangat setuju kalau Housing Development Act dipinda dan hak2 pembeli dilindungi.pembeli tak boleh dijadikan kambing hitam untuk bank collect duit yang tak sewajarnya bank bagi in the first place.

It is more enjoyable when a man walk into my life and his presence is not really a hell-feeling. At first, it was just..what the heck..why so scared? after all, you are “macho woman” go ahead, what most he could do to you? Hence a day after my BLS convo I met him at Midvalley. When I saw him..my first expression was..OMG.

He looked so weird…the way he dressed is something alien to me. Thanks to my experience mingling with strange human being, thus I thought this person is not a big deal to me. We watched Shrek 3 together. He sent me home and I conclude he’s a Mr Strange cos he put on sun glasses while roaming in shopping mall (that’s weird, am I rite?).

That Mr Strange is now my legally wedded hubby. Yes, I never ever thought he will be my half as I like man with nerdy looks hahaha…well this is how God works in His own way. First, marriage was never in my dictionary. Second, I want to dedicate my life for refugees. Third, I prefer blue colour, and why my baju kawin was purple? Fourth, I never thought I have to share everything with a stranger. And the questions continue thereby leaving me thoughtless.

Sometimes, I question myself..am I going to be a good wife for him? Am I capable to make him happy living side by side with me? Today I found the answer in a small book written by Paulo Coelho, entitled The Alchemist. The magic phrases are :

“The secret here is in the present. If you pay attention to the present, you can improve upon it. And, if you improve on the present, what comes later will also be better. Forget about the future, and live each day according to the teachings, confident that God loves his children. Each day, in itself, brings with it an eternity”.

Dear husband, I do not have talent to utter sweet fancy words from my mouth, but deep inside me, am glad, finally it’s you:)

i am considering myself as a lucky person. my master is nice (does not mean am gonna take advantage against her ) in the sense that, she allows me to put forth my ideas and willing to hear my comments. some people are reluctant to hear new chambies ( short form for chambering student) ideas. my first task was a case concerning contract. master give me full liberty to throw ideas and i can suggest my approach. it is like giving me blank canvas and i can draw everything on it. man….am so glad. though it is tiring (extremely tiring..ll.b is nothing compared to chambering at this place) but i feel i need to achieve something and i am putting effort to ensure my client is going to win the case.

though i do not deal with criminal matter but deep inside my heart i wish i can handle one criminal case, yeap at least one. for that matter am looking forward to handle one case after my short call, God Willing.

today i joined my master in a meeting with the client. it was a three hours meeting, no break. i yawned several times as the room was so cold. luckily my master asked me to switch off the air conditioner. then i meet the senior partner of this firm for the first time (in 3 months? how ironic was that?)  initially i have some scepticism on senior partner of law firm. they are unapproachable and unfriendly. well apparently he is approachable.

office politics? i dont give a damn. so long i do my job and deliver them on time, it is suffice.

i really need new pairs of baju cari makan.. preferably soft cotton baju kurung. gaji is next week. can’t wait to spend it hahahaha..anyway i do not agree on Astro decision to cut bbc entertainment channel and replace it with bio channel. though bbc channel is using UK english (since bbc originated from england) i dont have problem to understand it. indeed, i always waited for this slot to be aired, namely judge john deed.  i do understand my family members got boring watching this series with me on weekend as the language is so mat salehi pekat..so hardly able to understand and the story is all about legal matters which sometimes contain legal jargons (sometimes i dont understand the jargons too).

there was an episode on a small family living in a particular countryside in england. they bring a legal action against the chemical factory operating next to their place as the factory emitting toxics into the air. as a result of the contamination, they got sick and worst, their first baby was deformed. indeed the whole kampung attend the court hearing. court battle is exciting on tv, only on tv, believe me.

yeap..this is another most favourite slot on bbc entertainment.the mighty boosh.my dad called this slot as the most insane, merepek tv show. well, i looovvveeeeee this show. though it is so insane and crazy, but i must celebrate the creative brain behind this show. how an earth a pink squid could be an umpire? hahha..they have a weird, future teller friend-naboo.he opens a boutique and called it as nabootique. how strange is that?

naboo in his boutique = nabootique (hillarious!)

rite, this is the pink squid, dont bother to ask me where his body? he never have one:)

i miss the shows. watching the series from the internet is not exciting.